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Thursday, 02 July 2009

  • July


    Sometimes, ignorance is bliss. When you don't wanna know, you find out some way or another. When you do, you don't. Crazy how that works.

    July is here and it couldn't be here soon enough. I need to get out of the house. I need to have more shit to do so my mind doesn't go crazy. My brain wonders too much when I don't think about school work or what to make for lunch. I try to keep myself occupied with drawing and painting but that just goes so far until you can't think of anything else to doodle.

    I'm a lot like my dad. I keep a lot of things inside my heart. You could say its a good thing, or a bad thing. Or a curse. Either way, I need to relinquish it somehow. Maybe that's why I try to keep myself busy. So I don't have to deal with it. Not realistic, but it gets me by.

    Anyways, I'm going to try to find some volunteer work that I might be interested in. Be safe this wknd.




Tuesday, 26 May 2009

  • Thought Bubbles

    I always mean to update this thing but I can never put into words how I feel. I either write a few sentences and say screw it or not write at all! Millionth time is a charm, let's see how far I get..

    I love meeting ppl that inspire me. Or ppl that make me think and feel differently. There's just so much out there to explore, wonder, discover. Gosh.

    I don't feel like I've been doing much lately. Maybe it's because school is out. I don't know what to do with all this free time! And it feels kinda weird not studying abroad this summer. I can NOT stress enough how fun studying abroad is. It really is a once-in-a-lifetime experience. You're right at the age of revelation. You're on your own in a completely foreign country. Doing whatever you want to do and seeing how other ppl do things their way. It's the perfect way to find yourself. I recommend studying abroad to EVERYONE, at least once. Ask me about it and I would love to tell you more.

    Instead of studying abroad this summer, I'm going to be traveling around the U.S.! Well, kind of. First stop: San Francisco; July 16-26th. If you live in the area or visiting, hit me up! Next stop: Atlanta, Ga; July 29-Aug. 3. I'll be there for uNAVSA, it's going to be TOIGHT!! You should go too, http://conference.unavsa.org/2009/ ;)

    I usually don't like to announce to the world (or my friends) my birthday but I'm just really excited that I'll be turning 21 in less than NINE days! I know age is just a number and it really doesn't matter how old you are, just how you act but the day is finally coming! I feel like I've been 21 for awhile now. But now it'll just be official, says my license. No more standing in lines at the bars filled with anxiety and fear of rejection from a stranger. Yay!

    Anyways, I think this is a pretty good update from being on a 2 month hiatus. Until next timeeee.

    Oh yeah, Congrats to all the graduates! I leave you with this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0JccudODwwY
    One of my idols.

Friday, 27 March 2009

  • 2 months


    I still remember it as if it happened yesterday. The rush, anxiety, fear, illusion, sadness, pain. Jeez.. I can't think too much or else it's gonna ALL come back..

    But, there's always light at the end of a tunnel; however long that tunnel may be. I'm still recovering mentally. I just tell myself that it's done and over with now. It could've been so much worse. That was a pretty scary point in my life and I'm just lucky to be alive. A few close friends know know but I really do not like talking about it. But thanks for asking anyways.

    I got my new car about a week ago. Still adjusting to the stick shift life. I like it. It keeps me more focused on my surroundings and driving. You have to know exactly when to let go of the clutch/push on the gas and vice versa. It's something different, I like it.

    I can't express how grateful I am to have my parents. Sure, sometimes they're not understanding but they always know best. They love unconditionally, support me in my endeavors,  know what's best. They are my life. I love them.

    Life is unfair sometimes but I guess it just comes with the package called reality. Be safe everyone.





Tuesday, 27 January 2009

Wednesday, 21 January 2009

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    2009 has just began and I already feel like a new person... kinda. I went to hotlanta this past wknd and it was real cool. Met a lot of passionate people wanting to make a difference in their community. People with drive, hope, and inspiration. I think it's real cool when you've just met someone and they make you feel so welcomed. No judging, just caring, and a lot of love.

    Atlanta has warmed up to me. I like it there. There's a great big diverse community there. No one seems to care what others think or do. It's a nice, pretty city. I'll be back.

    Everything seems to be falling into place quite nicely. School seems like it will be alright. Not too many hard or too many easy classes. It's a nice balance.

    Still reminding myself everyday that everything happens for a reason.

    gc

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